Who am I? A Christian, a mother, a daughter, a sister, a girlfriend and a friend. And well, aside from a few past mistakes, I think I'm a better person now than I have ever been. Though my kids have a lot to do with the changes in me, I have metamorphosed into a strong, but caring person. I have a few extra pounds (who doesn't?) but I've earned every pound! I enjoy my life and I don't take a single second for granted. Aside from all this, because I have spent so much time in, and will likely spend much more time in hospitals in the future due to Sophie's recent diagnosis, I thought I would take a moment and try to recall things that I like.
What do I like? My one true passion aside from God and my family is music. I love to sing, hear live music, or sing in the band. I usually have some new music playing in my ear or in my car. And, yes I DO sing to the radio! I enjoy live theatre and haven't been to a show in a long time, but I can't wait to go to one once the kids are both healthy. I like sports. College Football... A cold beer on a Sunday in front of a Texans game with family and friends. I like to create things, it's so rewarding to start and finish something, because I rarely get that kind of closure. I really enjoy cooking, sewing and home design. I'm not a "foodie" per se, but I enjoy a good home cooked meal that makes my family smile. I love, love, love live music and when I get the chance, I try to go to concerts. I also really like to read. I know it sounds boring, but even though I know people like their "Kindle" or their "Ibooks", I like the smell and feel of a good ole fashioned hard cover book. I like to look nice, but this doesn't mean I'm a "shopper". I spent over six years of my life working in the mall, so I'm not a shopper. I'm over it.
But all shallowness aside, as I sit here blogging... Half Doogie, Half Carrie, I am happy I'm me. Just me. Mom. Sister. Friend. Girlfriend. Just myself. No pretense, just perspective. When I hear people get so bogged down with their life and all of the little things that get them down, I just want to tell them what's really important. Savor each day, live for each moment... and take NOTHING for granted. Three months ago I had two healthy kids. And, though we have an extremely tough fight ahead of us, I have faith that we will get through this. Please please please take a moment tonight and hug your kids a little harder, tell your spouse or significant other that you love them and thank your God that you're here to live one more day.
Goodnight friends! j
You and your little ones are inspiring! I am someone who has gone down the road of illness and I promise you and you children will be stronger at the end of your journey. I wish you all health and all the best. And I know it will come to you! How can it not with such a good attitude! Again I must give you applauds for your strength!
ReplyDelete